by Jane Magluyan | shared on He Said, She Said |
Dear Mr. Almost,
I am writing this, to let you know that at some point, I thought it’s going to be a successful relationship and how you’ve changed my life in a short period of time. So, let’s get the ball rolling.
I used to care less before i met you. I don’t even know you that much for me to invest this kind of emotion. It was a year of knowing each other and almost 2 weeks of spending each others company and in that period of time, I could actually say that I’ve been open and true to you and to myself.
I should’ve never gave you the chance to enter in my life in the first place. But I guess, we can’t really control the things that is bound to happen. I don’t know if you call it flirting but you did say something that leads me to believe that there was something going on between the two of us or was it just me assuming those things? I got attracted to you in a short period of time and every time I remember the trip, talks and adventures we’ve shared? Damn, I miss you like a masochist idiot!
Apparently, all those “kilig” days were over, from the time you left, you’ve changed, you ignore me as if you don’t know me and i hate this feeling! I hate that I’m longing for the attention and care you used to gave me. It sound stupid because I am still waiting for your messages, for those sweet words. There was this incident that I get to wake up in the middle of the night because I had a bad dream of you having reconciliation with your ex and it scares the hell out of me!!! I hate to be stuck in this situation and I want to move forward. But how? what will i do? Is there a remedy that i can just take to ease the pain i felt?
Then one day, I woke up feeling empty but decided!. I am sure and 100% decided to walk away. At the same time hoping that I’ll get over you just as quickly as I fell in love with you.
P.S: When you get to see this, please do not hesitate to approach me. I assure you, you won’t matter to me at all. Good luck and all the best!
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