from message sender “Debbie” |
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What should I do? Nag-confess ng feelings sa ‘kin si John.
And since then lagi na kaming nagkikita at nag-uusap at first wala akong feelings sa kanya pero nung nakilala ko s’ya hindi ko namalayan na nagugustuhan ko na s’ya.
I remembered the last time gusto n’ya mag-visit sa house but nasa work pa ko at late na naka-uwi. Hindi ko expected na yon na din pala ang last text n’ya sa ‘kin
Everytime na magkikita kami (by the way churchmate ko s’ya at family n’ya) deadma na lang at makes me feel that I’m not existing anymore. He doesn’t even text me. Walang kami pero bakit nasasaktan ako ng sobra.
Until now umuwi na s’ya ng Manila for the result of his board exam mas lalo akong nalungkot dahil wala na talagang chance na makausap ko sya, Maybe its my fault na hindi ko s’ya agad sinagot, maybe mali yung decision ko na patagalin pa yung courtship n’ya
Maybe this is not right time for me Feel really sorry for myself.
What do you think? May pag-asa pa ba? Or i need to get over through it?
Please hide my identity and don’t publish these. Just need someone to talk to.
-Debbie
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HE SAID, SHE SAID:
Hi Debbie, we understand what you feel and where you’re coming from. Yun lang, di naging kayo. Pero dahil nagtapat siya sa ‘yo, di naman niya tinuloy. What to do? Just move forward. Whether he comes back or not, let Jesus take the wheel.
You know, John might have his reasons. Yun lang, you’re not in a position to ask. For now. Maybe pag naka move on ka na dun. Obviously, na-fall ka sa kanya. But most likely, di pa malalim, so kaya mo pang tumayo. And yes, tama yung pinatagal mo ang courtship.
God has his reasons as well. Yun ang mas mahalaga. Either di pa time, o di si John. Time will tell. Just keep your options open but don’t have a false hope na si John pa din dapat. Kasi, mawawalan ka ng better opportuntities.
So now, embrace life. Whatever you have today is what’s true, real and worth being happy about. Today, hindi si John ang source ng saya mo.
God bless, Tito Homer & Tita Jinky
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