by Keesh Devi | shared on He Said, She Said |
To my sweetest downfall,
I screwed up. Big time!
I didn’t want to hurt you intentionally. I was angry and I took it all out on you. I blamed you for what happened to dad. I am sorry for that.
I admit to have been hurt to see you being happy with someone new. It pained me to see that you have already replaced dad in your heart. I left home because of that.
Now that I’m living on my own, I have experienced how hard life is without you.
From a distance, I have been watching you. God knows how much I want to hug you. If only it was that easy to muster enough courage, dropping all my pride, and go up to you to say “I’m sorry.”
It’s easier for me to write this than to tell you personally. I am so ashamed of myself.
Today, through He Said, She Said, knowing you are a follower of the Facebook page, I am hoping you’d get to read this.
“Mom, I’m sorry. I’m probably not the daughter you deserve. All I want you to know is that I love you.”